the first thoughts when i get up, the last thoughts when i lay down. it’s you. it shouldn’t be you. but it’s you. it’s always you.
today i told myself i wouldn’t do that. i told myself today i would be focusing on other things. i told myself that today was going to be good, and filled with things i need to do, things which make me feel like i am getting somewhere, things which make me feel happy, things which make me feel fulfilled. things that make me feel accomplished. basically anything but things which are you.
but there is only you. i’m afraid that there will only be you for a very long time.
“you’re only allowed 3 great ones in your lifetime, they come along like the great fighters, once every 10 years…”
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