jesus christ. what a mess. it’s amazing what a single night of sleep can accomplish. i feel like i’ve been having a manic episode or something. looking back at the last couple weeks i barely recognize myself. what am i doing? what have i done? bruh… get it together.
today was actually good. i woke up pretty upset, but threw myself into work and the distraction was something i think i really needed. escapism much? sure. but is that really so bad if it gives you a much needed break allowing you to then return to the problem with fresh eyes?
‘the problem’… lol fuck me… bwahahahahaha! ok that was not intentional, it just came out.
seriously though. what the heck am i supposed to do now?