i slept again last night. like the whole night. my alarm woke me up and i even snoozed it. i am so confused.
i’m incredibly thankful to have the relief that sleep brings, but i am worried about why after like a month of insomnia this has suddenly changed.
talking to you, is obviously the first thing that comes to mind. i’m really trying not to fuck that up because talking to you does make me happy and i don’t want it to stop, i also actually do care about your feelings as well and don’t want to hurt them. but i can barely trust my judgement and thoughts lately.
am i actually doing something helpful and healthy right now, or am i just digging a bigger hole and convincing myself otherwise?