yeah ok, i never explicitly told you, but i didn’t lie either. i just avoided the topic because it’s kind of fucked up and i don’t really want to think about it, nor talk about it. you knew though… come on. and now that i’ve confirmed it, i can’t help but feel like the mood and tone have changed. i worry that things are going to slowly deteriorate. only slowly because of the sunken cost. and that sucks. i don’t blame you though. my fault. always my fault.