time for a reddit friend update!
i’m feeling pretty confident that i have managed to make 2 new friends. granted, it’s early days, but so far i’m feeling pretty encouraged. it’s really nice. i think i really did need this. and it’s more than just having someone to talk to, but also having someone who legit wants to talk to me as well.
c, you are something else! wow, talk about putting my problems into perspective. thank you for asking, and caring about what i had to say and how i was feeling. you’ve not had an easy life and may not be in the best place yet, but you’re doing really well and i’m so impressed. no joke, inspired even. you indeed are a bit of a walking contradiction, your interests and passions seem to be diametrically opposed, i have never met someone like you before. we have lots of common interests though, and i think we’ve talked more in the last week than i’ve talked to anyone in the last year. i’ve really enjoyed it and it certainly has made me feel a lot more like me.
then there is a… mysterious and secretive a. i’m on to you! at first i was a bit doubtful, a bit reluctant. the only thing i knew about you was that you were also a reddit fiend. i opened up to you a bit and i think that maybe broke the ice enough for you to show me some of your true colors as well. you started off almost clinical even in the way you conversed, it was kind of off-putting. but lately you have warmed up significantly. i think you’re pretty amazing, and although you refuse to fess up to it, i think you’re doing something pretty amazing as well. maybe i’ll be able to gain your trust enough for you to tell me about it sometime. in the mean time, i really like talking to you.
of course, with these 2 wins, there was a lot of… well, not losses, but we’ll say ‘not successes’. the internet certainly has some interesting characters. out of the many failed conversations there is only one which is kind of sticking with me. a2, i’m sorry i had to stop talking to you so abruptly, you clearly need someone to talk to, but it’s not me. if you knew a bit more about what i’ve gone through lately you would understand. i hope you find someone who can fill that void for you.