can i even ask you that? i mean, you don’t owe me any explanations or anything, but still… i kind of would like to know just the headlines? busy at work, family emergency, getaway with friends, romantic escapade… like… all of these are possible, so are a million other things… can you point me in a direction?
here’s the problem, and when i say “the” problem, i really mean “my” problem, but i am making it your problem too through association, sorry.
i overthink every-fucking-thing.
seriously. every single interaction i have with anyone, ever, i overthink it. i make up countless imaginary scenarios in my head. i worry about all kinds of things which are based on absolutely nothing. i stay up all night replaying conversations in my head, analyzing every detail. taking something at face value is just about impossible for me. i second guess everything. i often get so caught up in that that i actually completely miss what is actually going on, and end up fumbling the whole interaction completely.
and you know what the most fun bit of all that is? the more someone means to me, the more i overthink every interaction.
so… yeah. where are you? what happened? please tell me because i am slowly making myself crazy over here.