Author: xen6

listen – long time running

does your mother tell you things
long, long when i’m gone?
who you talking to?
is she telling you i’m the one?

it’s a grave mistake
and i’m wide awake

drive in’s rained out
weatherman wet fingers the sky
he pokes it out, he pulls it in
he don’t know why

it’s the same mistake
it’s been a long time running
it’s been a long time coming
it’s well worth the wait

we don’t go anywhere
just on trips
we haven’t seen a thing
we still don’t know where it is

it’s a safe mistake
it’s been a long time running
it’s been a long time coming
well, well, it’s all the same mistake
dead to rights and wide awake
i’ll drop a caribou
i’ll tell on you, i’ll tell on you
tell on you

you’ve got a boatload of nerve
but i would say you’ve been told
you work me against my friends and you’ll get
you’ll get left out in the cold

it’s the same mistake
it’s been a long time running
it’s been a long time coming
it’s been a long, long, long time running
it’s well worth the wait
it’s well worth the wait
it’s well worth the wait
it’s well worth the wait

SG update 4

glue is holding… starting to look like a guitar!

first stain i bought was supposed to be red, but is most certainly was brown. i almost gave in here and just did it brown. but at the last minute i decided that i couldn’t live with myself if i just gave up on this project and made it brown. so i set back out again to a different store to see what i could find.

definitely more red this time around.

oh my…

the picture is not doing it justice. in real life it looks completely stunning. once i do the little touch ups, and then a few coats of poly, this guitar is going to look pretty amazing.

SG update 2

unlike the explorer, i didn’t wipe anything down with a wet cloth this time. the amount of sanding required increased exponentially due to that. i think the wet cloth trick is either horseshit, or i don’t have the right technique.

once the face was relatively clear, it dawned on me that i REALLY should have tinted the grain filler first. i think had i tinted it black or very dark brown, it would have made the red stain i plan on applying really highlight the grain in a pretty way. instead now the grain will be more red. too late now!

this part was the worst. absolute nightmare. sanding the inside of these horns took longer and burned through more sandpaper than the entire rest of the job.

in the end though, it turned out pretty good. and when i said before the finish felt like glass, well, i was wrong. NOW it feels like glass.

time for the neck. sandy sandy sandy.

grain fill applied.. time to wait.

SG update 1

started work on this guitar last night. the garage was HOT. i think it must have been like 35c in there. and humid as heck too. yuck!

the mess left behind in the garage was thankfully all guitar building mess. so although i should have cleaned up after myself, it works out because i need all the same mess for this build too 🙂

with just a bit of sanding 320 and then 800… this body is already feeling like glass. not sure if i just got lucky or if the unfinished bodies from solo are just higher quality wood, but i’m impressed.

grain is not too bad. the plan is to stain it cherry red. only one slight discoloration by the bridge. the seam between the different chunks of wood is also somewhat noticeable and nor exactly straight, but with all the hardware installed i’m hoping that won’t be too noticeable.

grain filling… gonna let it completely harden and then sand dry this time instead of what i did with the explorer when i wiped it down with a wet rag first before sanding. not sure which method will work better, but i wasn’t satisfied with the outcome of the explorer so we’ll see how this goes.

watch – true romance

god i love this movie. dug it out from the old pile of dvds and watched it this morning, because of course it’s only streaming on the one service i don’t subscribe to. haha probably for the best anyways, i have the unrated director’s cut on dvd, which is the far superior version, right? this of course is a random youtube rip of it. not sure which version it is.

the love story between clarence and alabama just fucking kills me every. single. time. that imaginary kind of love. gah. too much. too too much. so good.

yup

the other day i wrote about birthdays and my somewhat cynical attitude towards my own. seems like this year will be no exception. :/

  • j said he wanted to cook for me on my birthday last weekend, today he cancelled.
  • my mother sent me a happy birthday text on the wrong day.
  • no word from g, he’s leaving the province for good in 3 days.
  • tomorrow i get to be dragged along to the in-laws so k can visit with her ailing dad and brother who is in town from abroad.
  • kids have friends sleeping over so i get to cook dinner for even more people.

so, exactly what i was hoping for. hahaha!

i guess it’s not really fair to just talk about the bad though. not everything is terrible.

band practice today was good, unfortunately p couldn’t make it though. even with one guitar down, it went pretty smoothly. we’ve nearly got the pretender down, so that’s something. i also FINALLY went and purchased a new drum throne. we’ll see how long this one lasts. i think i have a bad habit of rocking back and forth when playing that ends up causing these things to fail prematurely. i’m not going to stop though… just need to find one that can withstand the punishment without getting loose or bending.

also got the rough body for the SG build. i have a good feeling about this one. haven’t started anything, but for sure this week i’ll be spending too much time in the garage sanding once more.

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writing this out i’m coming to the realization that something has changed. not long ago i was writing to myself. or maybe conversing with myself? i was angry, confused, ashamed, upset, conflicted… and the dialogue here had a very different tone. now it almost feels like i am writing to someone else to let them know what is going on instead of vomiting out whatever fucked up thoughts were in my head. i guess in the last month things have changed. for the better? i definitely feel less lonely. less isolated. there are a small handful of people i am talking to regularly now and it has made a world of difference in my overall mood. i’m really thankful to have these people in my life. i hope my presence in theirs has been beneficial to them in some way too.

if at first you don’t succeed

i still hate how that explorer came out, but i don’t hate what i learned in the process. so it’s time to try again, and this time make something better.

after consulting someone who i suspect may have a slightly better eye for design than i do, the plan has been decided. SG style, cherry red stain, silver hardware… today i sourced and placed the first bits of part orders, so it’s happening.

i’m going to use the same locking tuners i put on the explorer, they were cheap AF and work amazing so far, so that’s a done deal. pickups… i would really like to go with P90s, but like the look of humbuckers better. so i gotta do some research on P90 style pickups in a humbucker format. i got time to get that sorted out though.

i have an idea for a design element as well that i want to copy from Jacob Fink. the bass guitar he uses in the foster the people tiny desk has a quote from plato written on it:

“music is a moral law. It gives soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, and charm and gaiety to life and to everything“

i really like that quote.

perhaps i know someone who has a knack for fancy hand writing or calligraphy and i could have them write it for me and then i could transpose that onto a decal or vinyl sticker or something. (hi a)